Me and Amn just got back again ! Right now being a model for my cousin , she's doing my nails . Lol . Teehee .

Omg!! This days I'm so stressed out with my mom, she's right behind me :) And definitely with Amn !!! He doesn't know its me that is suffering in this thing . He's angry with his marks, I'm fine with that ! But, he could at least just text .

Hey guys! Been long, and I really regret my marks but I will put the past behind me and continue striving for survival in the examination world especially next year! Last year in school !!!! But for now I will just talk about Christmas!!! *Changes the mood* Jingle Bells guys!! I really love Christmas even though our family doesn't celebrate X'mas... I still try my best to celebrate X'mas! When I was young I always fantasized that whenever I turn around in the morning on my bed I would see it snowing just like one of those Alvin and the Chipmunks movies. Right now I'm watching Human Planet and I saw a moose, which is a type of animal that I think that will appear during X'mas. Back to my point, the moose was practically on the loose. Oh my god, that rhymed, I'm sorry I get distracted really easy especially by words as I really like singing and sometimes I sing my own lyrics I would always continue singing until I find out that I am singing out of subject just like what is happening right now. Sorry!!!! :( Continuing with the moose it was chasing people out of a street. LOL its really funny when some of the old people started screaming and running, but the funniest is the screaming it goes like GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! LOL again.... And something I really don't like typing sometimes is that I have to check all the words including this whole sentence. I'm so bored I think I'll try watching Protect the Boss. If you wanna know any Kdramas it would be My Princess!!!!! Buh-bye and Merry X'mas .-.

Finally the exams are over I can smell FREEDOM but didn't do well for it waiting for the trip to Taiwan so excited will miss my family and friends but mostly my family 'cept for Louis :P God Dammit I hate Tiger airways A LOT they canceled my cousin's flight to Bangkok but no cash refund WTF! Not gonna talk long for today fill you in tmr and I really hate people who just leaves without saying goodbye.

Ok so these days I've became a so called couple therapist but w/o the female. I'm now the therapist of Kelvin who is just as retarded as a 3 year old kid. On our first day of therapy I told him that he could tell me anything he feels fustrated about so he asked me why do everybody want him to breakup with Rachel, his girlfriend. I told him its because of her die hard atitude that everybody doesn't like, he then started saying why must they breakup. As I said just now Kelvin is just as retarded as a 3 year old kid, Kelvin doesn't ace in academics or even sports he just fails NAPFA and all the subjects. I've heard some people saying some weird so called "idioms" or some thing like: He who doesn't love me. But for Kelvin its completely opposite. Its actually Rachel that doesn't even care about Kelvin's feelings, I told him shes just using him to get what she needs like that day Kelvin bought a necklace for her and hid it in his locker but unfortunately for him we girls found out about it and he started freaking out and screaming, it was pretty hard to console him cause he really deserves a better person. I also told him that if he wanted to know if he deserves to give that person love he should really ask himself this few questions like: Does that person even give me anything? Does that person sacrifice anything just to let me be happy? Well guess what he told me, he told me that Rachel didn't give anything to him or made him happy, I told him thats what he deserves for liking the wrong gal. He said I should really give him time to think about it and I told him to learn how to grow up and stop messing with Naim the stupid. Well since I'm kinda bored I'll just introduce Naim to you guys. Naim is more of a snotty person cause our school has a lot of rich people Naim is one of those sometimes he can even skip school just to go shopping with his Mum. Thats what my friend Kris told me. Well all in all just to sumarize today's topic know what kind of person your befriending with or falling in love with. The End and thanks for wasting about a few minutes of your life just to read this whole blob of stuff. LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT FOREVER~

Found this on one of my friends wall post:
Hi, Mommy.

I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
... ... ...(tharr be more) ... ... ... ... ...
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.

Two more eyes that will never see.

Two more hands that will never touch.

Two more legs that will never run.

One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

After reading this I felt a sudden sadness in my life if you were baby John you would feel like someone is abandoning you . So please repost if you are against abortion.

Hey guys I know its been long since I posted well.... Things are going pretty well somehow..... Well today I was at IKEA shopping with mummy and bought lots of plants but I somehow picked up a very interesting plant it was a Maidens Hair Fern . Mum was pretty surprised that I picked that up as she said that if I were to buy it I had to take really good care of it. Just now I was searching the web and found out kinda lots of ways and needs to take care of the Maidens Hair Fern. And at tution today it was chaos. Why? Because I was crying! Let me just briefly tell you the details while Mum is telling me to stop using the laptop. Kris just came and I asked Mr Tan if I could use the writing pad just for the underneath of my paper and he said yes, but he told me not to draw on the paper and I promised him. Then Kris asked me if she could use it for awhile, so I handed it to her. She picked up the pen and started writing on the paper and well that was when chaos started. Mr Tan screamed my name as he tore the piece of paper and tried snatching it from me. I pulled it back as he grabbed my hand and started screaming my name and saying that he has permission to slap me on the behalf of my parents. He pulled the paper back and I said Kris wrote on it. Well he let go of my hand as I went on with the paper he had given us. While writing I was crying and almost wetted the paper. Then when I was flipping the paper I saw some blood stain on the paper and felt a sharp pain on my hand. I looked at my hand and found out that Mr Tan held my hand so tightly that his nails poked through my skin. while crying he said his sorry for making me cry but not sorry for saying those mean words which made me cry even harder. Now still the thoughts are still in my head: I know that it was actually Kris's fault but I don't blame her, I should blame myself for asking for the writing pad in the first place and not telling Kris not to write on the pad. Do you want to know what Kris wrote on the pad? Well let me tell you that she was asking me why the girl Qing Mei was in the room as we didn't like her at all. I'm damn tired right now Good night.